Some Days I even Surprise Myself
It’s always to easy to fall from grace. To think the mountain is to hard to climb? To think that our daily steps or if you’re me… daily crawls are never enough. And sometimes my negative emotion wins over my efforts, but still I crawl on those days.
Then there will be a day like this where I completely flip the switch. I completely take my life back. I completely outwork myself and the world around me. I completely lite the fire back up in my soul. Pushing myself to my limits is what I live for. I want to see what I’m made of. I want to see how far I can push before I break. I want to see how long it will take me to recover. As much as I may cry and look ugly as hell on social media for being completely authentic I’ve truly never been happier.
I never a week off I told myself. It wasn’t a typical average person week off of course I planned on getting ahead of my goals. Don’t get me wrong I’m not completely there just yet, but mentally I now back myself. It is in these moments I know I am completely unstoppable. I know I will achieve anything I want, because this isn’t a game to me. This is life and I will never quit.
I’m so excited to see how hard I can truly push. How far can I go! There’s nothing more motivating that beating yourself. Than go from crawling on your hands & knees and then rising. Then not only walking, but sprinting away from your limits. Waving that bitch goodbye. Did we even know life could be this way? Did we even know we could make ourselves feel this way by chasing our dreams? Not just chasing the negativity in life.
I hope you get to feel this as well. I hope you decide one day to just wake up and decide enough is enough. It is enough though, isn’t it dear? Are you done watching Netflix every night? Are you bored? Are you fed up of ignoring the voice in the back of your head telling you, “You can do more?”. Then it’s time to go find your purpose!
How do you know what your purpose is? What is something in your life that have be constant even when your whole world have fallen apart? Mine was fitness. Even on my deathbed I still went to the gym. So all you have to do now is take the next step. Mine was actually responding to an ad on Facebook about Beachbody coming to the UK. When you open your mind to it the answers will come I promise you. You got this. Let me know what your purpose is and your next step by commenting below or DMing me on social
YOU GOT THIS!