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20 Fucking 20!


Honestly I feel like someone decided my life was a little too boring and started to fuck shit up in 2020 LOL. I always say, "Life is 50/50 after all", but it's damn easy to say that when life is more 70/30. 2020 came to collect it's other 20% and safe to say I feel like someone with a plank have smashed me in my face.


I'm been crawling from July 2019 to be honest and within the space of one year my gawd the character building experiences has been ASTRONOMICAL! I think it's safe to say life have decided that I sit my ass down.


This week I went to get a mole removed... no biggy. I wasn't really told anything until my dressing was put on my leg and that I shouldn't run for 1 month. LIKE WTF?! And better yet I have a nasty scar to deal with which is truly triggering my female body insecurity side. Plus this means my opportunity to smash the Race to the Moon is gone with Red Bull. However, I was extremely blessed that I can still join the group sessions.


Still 2020 has really put me on my ass and now I have another 28 days on my own lock down. I'm not ready yet to even think too positive, but I know there will be many of other people's in this situation so I'll share the things I've lined up for next week and then my new coping techniques the week after:

  • New Fitness Plan focusing on core and upper body

  • Catching up on series I never watched such as Skins and Gilmore Girls

  • Reading the New Hunger Games book

  • Reading Shadow Hunters books (the prequels which are apparently better)

  • Focusing on resting, water goals and sleep

  • Just trying to fucking survive

Life IS NOT easy and you aren't on your own. It's okay to think FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK THIS FUCKING SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT HOLE lol. I've been doing my mindfulness journal and there's a page of rage where you can stab it LOL. Which honestly this type of meditation is appropriate on times as well as breathing.


Do whatever you need to do to survive and remember the bravest thing you can ever do is experience all your emotions (more than just the positive ones).


Until next week...


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